Rant
Have you ever felt so trapped that you couldn’t breathe? Try living with your parent’s parents. It varys day to day how I feel about it. I might just be complaining because I can’t do every little thing I desire. I mean living in a hotel, and paying a fixed amount to live changes a person especially when you are 17 years of age. That experience made me grow up a lot, and since the shit hit the fan in the Home Stay Lodge, and my own mother can’t support me I’ve been back with my grandparents. I wish I could be perfect but Im far from the scale.
I guess what im trying to say is im ready to get out of my grandparents house, and live.
All my life everyone who is suppose to be there for me has just been selfish. Addiction is one of the worst things I’ve witnessed happen to a man, and I’ll make sure my kids don’t have to go through what I have. You always think your parents are invincible, and nothing bad could ever happen to them, but no we are all equal even the people that we look up to the most have the opportunity to fail, and lose it all. I hope that when you see your freedom that you make things right for yourself.
On another note my 18th birthday is in four days, and im pretty excited. Working everyday this weekend, but ill find the time to celebrate. I didnt ask for much id be being greedy cause I already have what I want<3
My sleeves are always snotty.
